I want to be loved & be myself at the same time

... feeling ecstatic! My body is discovering itself! So much pleasure! Undulating, vibrating, orgasming!!! Feeling so alive! So much Love for myself!

Leaving space for Me to unfold & express. Longing to expand, explode & implode.

A 1000 hands caressing, worshipping & loving me. The Beloved in every cell,vibrating & shouting his desire to crack me open, to love me, to fuck me, to take me into a divine journey beyond senses. Surrendering, layer by layer, discovering my ecstatic self, the all pervading & all penetrative Love!

I want to crack open, i want to be loved, i want to be fucked by this transcendental, transpersonal Me!

I am feeling & experiencing the support of the group! Feeling encouraged! worshipped! Recognized! All those words of beauty! Reflected to Me! Being told the beauty they see in me!

I so often felt shame at the idea of people speaking good of me. Or better said, i was so ashamed of wanting that! "you should not have the desire for that!" Fuck it!

I want to be loved! Celebrated! Worshipped! Nurtured! and i want to shine and give it all back through my pleasure & ecstasy!

I want to feel and give my love through the ecstatic state of being totally fucked all the way, surrendered, melted, one with the Divine. Thanks you my Lord for letting le see you, feel you, know you... love you... be loved by you <3 I want to be loved & be myself at the same time.